tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54595239179534140912024-03-13T12:36:20.788-07:00The Secret Life of DidaDidotWrote by DidaDidot :)DidaDidothttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742239071834595333noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459523917953414091.post-65987754942004962722013-01-23T21:24:00.003-08:002013-01-23T21:24:24.948-08:00They Are,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px;">Have you ever felt so sad, so hurt,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px;"><span style="color: red;"> <span class="Apple-style-span">so depressed that you were at your lowest point?</span></span> You were crying all night long and<span style="color: lime;"> no one was there to even calm you down,</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>the only "company" you had were your <span style="color: #674ea7;">favourite pillow and blanket.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span">Your head throbs, your heart breaks,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;"> you feel worthless as every minute goes by</span><span style="color: #cccccc;">, </span>checking your phone for a simple text but nope,<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span><span style="color: purple;">nothing</span><span style="color: #cccccc;">. </span>After hours, his name pops up on your screen.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span">Of course, for a moment there you hesitate</span>.<span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span><span style="color: #bf9000;">What girl wouldnt hesitate,</span> what girl wouldnt think if she should go back to what made her into such a mess?</span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><br />
</span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">And this is what you boys call<span style="color: red;"> <b><u>ego.</u></b> </span></span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><br />
</span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">I guess you only see what you want to.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #bf9000;">You dont see us being just a person with a massive amount of feelings.</span><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span>You dont see us being<span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span style="color: #134f5c;"><span class="Apple-style-span">afraid of getting our hearts split again</span>.</span> Do you even know how scared we are? No, all you think is that one small move of us refusing is ego. Its called fear, idiot.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;"> Fear of ever being so weak,</span>of ever being so depressed, fear of being so fucked up like the time you kept me waiting for you. </span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><br />
</span><br style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">When I was crying my eyes out, screaming to my pillow, wishing I would never have to go through another day of life again,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><span style="color: #cccccc;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;">where the fuck were you</span>? You will never understand, we may laugh on the outside, try to understand your problems, adjust with your situation,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><span style="color: #20124d;"> <span class="Apple-style-span">but fucking take a look in our point of view once in a while.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"> </span>Life doesnt only revolve around you. Why should I stay and get myself hurt while you wont even be there to calm me down<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">when I have the chance to walk away while I still can?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"> </span></span>DidaDidothttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742239071834595333noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459523917953414091.post-4070804636040372802011-06-26T23:50:00.000-07:002011-06-26T23:50:44.497-07:00Buckle up me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-AYf993ncnoM/TgQl0fpiMXI/AAAAAAAAApg/gmg3qqfGqaI/s1600/tumblr_lf8jjeTi9x1qdzonno1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="266" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-AYf993ncnoM/TgQl0fpiMXI/AAAAAAAAApg/gmg3qqfGqaI/s400/tumblr_lf8jjeTi9x1qdzonno1_500.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br />
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</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"> Aku dah kata. <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Jangan percaya dengan belas kasih dunia yang penuh muslihat</span>. Satu hari dia baik, esok lusa dia <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">membabikan kita</span>. Ya, aku tau aku manusia bikin banyak masalah. Tapi itu aku punya hal, aku punya kata akhir. Mana datang benci, mana datang tikam belakang, depan, kanan, kiri.. Dari kesilapan sendiri juga sebab memberi <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">lesen kepercayaan</span>.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /> Bila berjaya, tunjuk hormat, kasi tabik sama dia. Tinggikan dada tanda bangga. Sukses, sukses. Satu mangsa jatuh. Bersedia untuk '<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">hentaman</span>' seterusnya.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /> Bagi mata kau sendiri pencapaian kau itu satu kebangaan, satu.. kejayaan yang boleh melumpuhkan semangat.. boleh menjatuhkan maruah.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /> Tapi sedarkah kau? 'Pencapaian' itu lah salah satu dari 70 dosa besar.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /> Aku boleh buat apa? Senyum saja. Nak lawan tak boleh, saja nak jadi lebih matang. Kerja sudahpun dilaksanakan dengan sempurna. Nak babikan balik buat apa? Mengundang banyak masalah lagi. Bosan betul.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Apa-apa pun..</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br />
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<div style="line-height: 18px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Terbaik untuk awak. Tahniah.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Bodoh. Sarkastik gila.</span></div>DidaDidothttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742239071834595333noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5459523917953414091.post-49305635277808618732011-06-24T22:57:00.000-07:002012-01-10T07:59:02.172-08:00Dont leave me out here.<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><img height="300" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lly22wxhCY1qeenxwo1_500.jpg" width="400" /></span></div><span style="font-family: inherit;"> Hi! For the first is, sorry tak update for a week. Okay, menukang buku. Hihi :') Well, long yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! History gonna ruined everything! Omg-.- Yet, it was true. I was feeling like to cried. Okay, stop it. Mata aku maleh doh nak nangis. Hahaha.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations"> This</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">week</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">the school</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">is very</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">suck</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">Do not like</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">it</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span> Even though, what past is past and they won't come back and change a thing. Whatever. I just want to plow through my holiday as miraculous as Mr. Bean's. Hehehe. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"> This is a day was very bad. I'm tired to greeted her. But no one answered.<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations"> </span></span>And apa aku dapat? Bodohh, langsi gila. Sakit hati je weh-.- Errr. Ohh, big shocked! <span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">Disappointed with</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">her</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">attitude</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">No change</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> I'm very sad</span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">Okay</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">, I</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">will try</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">If no</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">changes</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">are</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">I will</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">remove</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">it.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">I</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">will be</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">looking for</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">new</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">friends</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">that</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">I am</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="hps" title="Click for alternate translations">happy</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="" title="Click for alternate translations">.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"> Kay, tomorrow my cousin would like to come my sweet home. Hee, I miss "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">HIM</span>". I'm anxious to see him. Then maybe this Sunday I go for a picnic. Can't wait for sweet sunday :)</span>DidaDidothttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07742239071834595333noreply@blogger.com0